Laughing Buddha

T/W: Eating disorders & self harm There’s something you don’t know about me I’ve been pregnant for most of my life. When I was born,my limbs were skeletal,as if someone hadpulled my skin across my bodylike an ironing board,the creases and angles jutting out underneath. But, when I was 12,an Evil Boy and aWicked Girl,guidedContinue reading “Laughing Buddha”

On The Fence (+VIDEO)

I’m tired of sitting on the fence of femininityand dangling my hairy legsover the edge. I’ve been in this              tossed-coin region for a while now, mid-air, frozen and floating. I am      a moment,a feeling rather than a whole human being: anticipation for a result, Because, of course, I need to pick a sideContinue reading “On The Fence (+VIDEO)”

What I learnt in 2018 (+video)

January 2018 I learnt that some lame NYE traditions aren’t actually all that lame? I still prefer drinking Shloer instead of wine and sitting on the sofa doing nothing eating pizza with my parents doing nothing but watching the BBC fireworks with my parents instead of actually going out and doing fireworks. February 2018 IContinue reading “What I learnt in 2018 (+video)”